Wake in a sweat again Another day's been laid to waste In my disgrace Stuck in my head again Feels like I'll never leave this place There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up, I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say? Take this all away, I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
I don't know what to take Thought I was focused, but I'm scared I'm not prepared I hyperventilate Looking for help, somehow, somewhere And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up, I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say? Take this all away, I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
Put me out of my misery! Put me out of my misery! Put me out of my Put me out of my fucking misery!
I've given up, I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say? Take this all away, I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared After my dreaming, I woke with this fear What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through I've never been perfect, but neither have you
So if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest
Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are
Hand grenade pins in every line Throw 'em up and let something shine Going out of my fucking mind Filthy mouth, no excuse Find a new place to hang this noose String me up from atop these roofs Knot it tight so I won't get loose Truth is, you can stop and stare Run myself out and no one cares Dug the trench out, laid down there With a shovel up that'll reach somewhere Yeah, someone pour it in Make it a dirt dance floor again Say your prayers and stomp it out When they bring that chorus in
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away Just to throw it away, just to throw it away
I bleed it out, go, stop the show Drop your words and let sloppy flow Shotgun, opera, lock and load Cock it back and then watch it go Mama, help me, I've been cursed Death is rollin' in every verse Candy paint on his brand new hearse Can't contain him, he knows he works Fuck, this hurts, I won't lie Doesn't matter how hard I try Half the words don't mean a thing And I know that I won't be satisfied So I try ignoring him Make it a dirt dance floor again Say your prayers and stomp it out When they bring that chorus in
Chorus
I bleed it out, I've opened up these scars I'll make you face this I've pulled myself so far I'll make you face this now Chorus (2x) I bleed it out I bleed it out I bleed it out
Turn my
mic up louder I got to say somethin.
Lightweights step it aside when we come in
Feel it in your chest, the syllables get pumpin
People on the street they panic and start running.
Words on loose leaf sheet complete coming.
I jump in my mind and summon the rhyme i'm dumping.
Healing the blind I promise to let the sun in
Sick of the dark ways we march to the drum and
Jump when they tell us that they wanna to see jumping.
F**k that, I wanna see some fist pumping.
risk something, take back what's yours
say something that you know they might attack you for
cause I'm sick of being treated like I have before
like it's stupid standing for what I'm standing for.
Like this war's really just a different brand of war.
Like it doesn't cater to rich and abandon poor.
Like they understand you in the back of the jet, when you
can't put gas in your tank, and these f**kers are
laughing their way to the bank, cashing the check
asking you to have compassion, AND have SOME respect
for a leader so nervous in an obvious way
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
and the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
in the living room laughing like "what did he say?"
Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen
In my living room watching, I am not laughing,
Cause when it gets tense I know what might happen
The world is cold, the bold men take action
have to react or get blown into fractions.
Ten years old, it's something to see,
another kid my age drug under a jeep,
taken and bound, and found later under a tree,
I wonder if he had thought the next one could be me.
Do you see, the soldiers, they're out today they
Brush the dust from bulletproof vests away.
It's ironic, at times like this you pray,
but a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday.
There's bombs on the buses, bikes, roads,
inside your market,your shops, your clothes,
My dad, He's got a lot of fear I know
but enough pride inside not to let that show.
My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine.
On the back, he hand wrote a quote inside:
"when the rich wage war, it's the poor who die"
And meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay
and the rest of the world watching at the end of the day
both scared and angry like "what did he say?"
Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen.
Are you lost in your lies? Do you tell yourself I don't realize Your crusade's a disguise? Replaced with freedom with fear You trade money for lives I'm aware of what you've done
No, no more sorrow I've paid for your mistakes Your time is borrowed Your time has come to be released
I see pain, I see need I see liars and fiends Abuse power with greed I had hope, I believed But I'm beginning to think that I've been decieved You will pay for what you've done
No, no more sorrow I've paid for your mistakes Your time is borrowed Your time has come to be released
Face it, hypocrite! Face it, hypocrite! Face it, hypocrite!
No, no more sorrow I've paid for your mistakes Your time is borrowed Your time has come to be released
No more sorrow I've paid for your mistakes Your time is borrowed Your time has come to be released
Your time has come to be released Your time has come to be erased
My insides all turn to ash, so slow And the waves inside collide, so cold A black winter blew away, from sight And how the darkness over days, that night
And the clouds above moved closer Looking so dissatisfied But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection, but not now 'Cause my path has lost direction, somehow A black winter blew away, from sight And how the darkness over day, that night
And the clouds above moved closer Looking so dissatisfied And the ground below grew colder As they put you down inside But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
So now you're gone And I was wrong I never knew what it was like To be alone....
On a Valentine's Day...On a Valentine's Day On a Valentine's Day...On a Valentine's Day On a Valentine's Day...On a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection, but not now) On a Valentine's Day...On a Valentine's Day ('Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow) On a Valentine's Day...On a Valentine's Day (I used to be my own protection, but not now) On a Valentine's Day...On a Valentine's Day ('Cause my mind has lost direction, somehow)
Let me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed And somehow I got caught up in between
Let me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed And somehow I got caught up in between
Between my pride and my promise Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way The things I want to say to you get lost before they come The only thing that's worse than one is none
Let me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed And somehow I got caught up in between
Between my pride and my promise Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way The things I want to say to you get lost before they come The only thing that's worse than one is none The only thing that's worse than one is none
And I cannot explain to you In anything I say or do or plan Fear is not afraid of you But guilt's a language you can understand
I cannot explain to you In anything I say or do But hope the actions speak the words they can
For my pride and my promise For my lies and how the truth gets in the way The things I want to say to you get lost before they come The only thing that's worse than one is
Pride and my promise Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way The things I want to say to you get lost before they come The only thing that's worse than one is none The only thing that's worse than one is none The only thing that's worse than one is none
Telling me to go, But hands beg me to stay. Your lips say that you love, Your eyes say that you hate.
There's truth in your lies, Doubt in your faith. What you build you lay to waste. There's truth in your lies, Doubt in your faith. All I've got's what you didn't take.
So I, I won't be the one, Be the one to leave this, In pieces. And you, you will be alone, Alone with all your secrets, And regrets. Don't lie.
You promised me the sky, Then tossed me like a stone.
You wrap me in your arms, And chill me to the bone.
There's truth in your lies, Doubt in your faith. All I've got's what you didn't take.
So I, I won't be the one, Be the one to leave this, In pieces. And you, you will be alone, Alone with all your secrets, And regrets. Don't lie.
[Guitar solo]
So I, I won't be the one, Be the one to leave this, In pieces. And you, you will be alone, Alone with all your secrets, And regrets. Don't lie.
Water came through the windows, up the stairs Chilling there, like an ocean everywhere
Don't want to reach for me, do you? I mean nothing to you, the little things give you away And now there will be no mistaking The levees are breaking
All you've ever wanted... Was someone to truly look up to you And six feet under water, I do...
Hope decays, generations disappear Washed away, as a nation simply stares
Don't want to reach for me, do you? I mean nothing to you, the little things give you away But now there will be no mistaking The levees are breaking
All you've ever wanted... Was someone to truly look up to you And six feet under water, I do... All you've ever wanted... Was someone to truly look up to you And six feet underground, now I... Now I do...
Oh... Oh... The little things give you away... the little things give you away All you've ever wanted was someone to truly look up to you All you've ever wanted was someone to truly look up to you