Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room [unless i try to start again] I don't want to be the one The battles always choose Cause inside i realize That i'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why i have to scream I don't know why i instigate And say what i don't mean I don't know how i got this way I know it's not alright So i'm Breaking the habit Tonight
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again
I'll paint it on the walls Cause i'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why i have to scream But now i have some clarity To show you what i mean I don't know how i got this way I'll never be alright So i'm Breaking the habit Breaking the habit Tonight
